因为折服在 @一般错过早睡 老师的文笔下，私自翻译了老师《月亮与六便士》最喜欢的结尾部分（12-13节）
It was me who did everything wrong from the beginning to the end. And I even let Ike to do those silly things and go to the dark place. Now,I'm going to push him back to the right and light direction. That was the last thing I could do.
I've thought I was the main character in The Moon and Sixpence, gaining love,kidness and new life after the contradictortily selection and challengeful setback through such a long time. But I was wrong.
Ike is undoubtedly the moon,bright and clean,symbolizing the beautul purity with shinning and ideal dream,forever.
To the opposite,I am the Sixpence in fact. Like those six coins,it is me that being the symbol of cold money and dirty desire.
I walk to the last stair and stand there calmfully,staring at him,Ike eveland,who is standing higher than me,with soft sunshine going through the window then surrouding him from behind. There,at a place connecting two staircases,even time seems to be stopped. The light makes here like a gap in the time river, under the dusk, forggoten by the world. I see the light beam divide us in to two different wolrd, dark and bright. He is like a deity coming to man's world by accident. And I am in the shadow,with dust laying on the marble ground.
I low my head and I acknowledge I see my shame.
Then we walked up and down stairs alone, to the opposite without turning our heads back.At least I didn't.I was afraid to cry,but I actually didn't.No tears,no uncertainty,no sound,even no goodbye.This was how I left school and ended everything in a rough way.
That's our whole story, my youth.
"Someone once tried to hug me with love and peace,teaching me how to get on with this vibrant world. But i refused to see the bright side at that time. That period can not be reguraded as anyone's fault.It was just a beautiful mistake with pity which took place in a wrong time."
At a time that we are,or I was, not ready to face myself and others faithfully and correctly.At a time that time itself dosen't agree with our meetion.